dear internet journal,
it's come to my attention that when i spend a day at the library there are a few things that i need.
one some kind of snack, goldfish and m&m's, preferably
two water
three my headphones
four my charger for my computer
and five a sweatshirt
... but guess what i remembered? water. that's it. the rest i've left at home. grrgh.
anyway. not a big deal. at all.
...it's only a stupid list.
a list of what i want but do not need:
-the great lake swimmers
-tilly and the wall (may 23)
-a new cruiser
-a kayak
-a record player
-that dress from urban
-some books
-now and then on dvd
-rushmore
-sewing machine
...none of these i will buy of course, what with my current financial situation and necessity for other things...like food. and shelter.
what a pointless post, but it's so much better than working on this project about larry clark, who, by the way, let's just say it: should probably stop. not because i disagree with what he's doing, because whatever, he says tomato, i say tomato, but because he's old and is- JESUS!!
the ice cream truck! every fucking day, the ice cream truck drives around campus for about 4 hours, with it's little tune playing the entire time. and i never get any ice cream. i do want to. but, i'm stuck up here just watching it go by from the third story window. that music is just teasing me.
--okay, if you haven't already gotten bored and checked out, i say 'do it now!' i'm about to ramble on about the never ending question of "where in the world (okay.. let's say..in the midwest) is mollie going to be next year?" annnd...go!
all year i really didn't think i wanted to come back here next year, and now, it's not that i don't want to, but i just know how logical it is for me to go to school in michigan... so. you think the problem is solved, okay, so i will just go somewhere in michigan. ah-ha! but! it's not solved, not even close... i now have this problem of having nowhere and no one to live with. and now it looks like i'm going to end up in chicago again, as a last result? which is ridiculous, because if i am going to stay here and pay all this money, then i should at least reeeeally want to be here, right? right.
pointless. it's completely pointless. i, contrary to what it may appear to be, am not too worried about this.. but it would just be nice to know, if only so that i could get excited about next year...
that's all. oh. and i saw a boy riding his bike, no-handed, through the streets of chicago... text messaging! i applauded his outrageous, impressive, text messaging skills. good work.
oh, and you guys? come on, i expected a little more help in the california song department. i only got one person's help, and i don't even know who it is! so he/she can't even send me the songs!
done!
-mollie