Nov 03, 2004 17:48
I've pissed off a ton of people so far, I figured I'd keep up the good work and keep adding to the list. The election is done, and Bush is in for another 4 years. I've pissed of people with my vote, but oh well. What's done is done. I found out last night though, that two of my friends actually WROTE ME IN as their votes! OH BABY, I GOT TWO VOTES FOR PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!!!! I haven't talked to either of them in a while, so it came as a HUGE surprise. What is sad is that I'm friends with those two, but my other friends are not too cool with them (anymore). They'd be a little annoyed that I was talking to them. Oh well, more people to the pissed off list. It was really great to talk to one of them last night. I had feelings for her a while back, and I guess feelings never really die. Ergo, I pissed myself off last night (yeah, I'm on my own list of people that I've pissed off). I don't know, I want to say stuff, but I don't. I conflict with myself on a lot of things. I want to say something to this girl, but I have strong feelings for that girl, but I'm too afraid, so I end up saying nothing to anyone. I sit around my work or my apartment just wondering what may happen. I want things to change, but I'm afraid to attempt to change it. Other than that, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I've been fighting something for the past week, and not really getting any better. Tomorrow, I hope to be well enough to go back to martial arts class. I'm paying an arm and a leg, I should be taking advantage of it. Also, I'm just worried and stressed over this retreat I'm putting together. We're not where I had hoped to be by now, and we have a lot to finish. Our planning meeting is in an hour, and I pray that we got a LOT accomplished. The team is good, but they need to be pushed. Eh that's it from me for now.
God be with us, God help us.