Did I made the right decission ?

May 16, 2007 14:53

Well, as some of you know I got the opportunity to move to a very interesting job to Germany, but finally decided not to move, but stay here in Graz because of my new girlfriend. In fact, last Monday I made the final decision.
Last Tuesday my girlfriend had to go to a doctor because of stomach ache and on Wednesday I had to take her to hospital because a surgery was needed, which was then conducted on Thursday morning. On the afternoon I visited her and things looked ok. Of course she was still tired and sleepy, but it seemed that everything went fine. So I went to Klagenfurt on Friday morning to visit my father (who is also in Hospital). I stayed there until Saturday and on saturday evening I got some text messages from Cordi (my gf) saying how miserable she feels lying in hospital and that she want to leave ...
So I went back on Sunday morning just to get another text message saying that the doctors allowed her to leave the hospital and her mother will pick her up. Since then she is staying at her parents place. She does not want me to visit her, but she's only texting me that she's not feeling that well and is needing some time to recover. She does not wanna tell me what is really wrong with her nor why she does not want that I come an visit her. I am really in sorrow right now (and I told her that) ...

I do not know whats wrong with her. Neither physically nor psychically. I cant stop looking at my cell phone waiting for a bad message to arrive ...

Should this be the end ...
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