Reason for being quiet ....
It's some six or seven weeks since I have posted here for the last time, and although no one seemed really to worry why it has been such a long time, I feel that I need to explain why.
The whole story started around new years eve where I met a really nice, cute and absolute fabulous girl. We are like together since then (at least so I think), but the whole relationship is really complicated. I do not want to go into details about what happened to her already (since this is a public place), but live has really played hard to her. Because of this (like she told me), it is very difficult for her to trust anybody, especially in a relationship. In addition to this she has some psychical problems (especially with her sleeping pattern), she wakes up in some kind of horror at least five time each night and is in medical treatment for this. We really had some good times so far, but also bad times, mainly caused by these issues. For me, all these things are not a big deal, I do really love her already, and would love to help her. But like said before, it is hard for her to trust anyone. Right now, we again haven't seen for several days, we are communicating via text messages infrequently only(she's not into speaking on the phone), and all my thoughts belong to her right now.
Beside this, I am in a big fight with my ph.d supervisor at university, because I am working (for free) on not-related projects only for several months now and am still not getting any feedback about my thesis I have submitted to be read by the lecturer for the first time in end november.
Oh, and I have finally moved into my new flat - though there is still a lot of work, I really like it, it is just a great place. So far I have only painted my living room (which is nearly the same size then all other rooms together), and i am still waiting for the carpet to be repaired, but in a couple of weeks most of the work will be done. And I have decided not to get any internet into my flat. Instead of surfing the new, I will rather read some good books in the next couple of months.
The whole story started around new years eve where I met a really nice, cute and absolute fabulous girl. We are like together since then (at least so I think), but the whole relationship is really complicated. I do not want to go into details about what happened to her already (since this is a public place), but live has really played hard to her. Because of this (like she told me), it is very difficult for her to trust anybody, especially in a relationship. In addition to this she has some psychical problems (especially with her sleeping pattern), she wakes up in some kind of horror at least five time each night and is in medical treatment for this. We really had some good times so far, but also bad times, mainly caused by these issues. For me, all these things are not a big deal, I do really love her already, and would love to help her. But like said before, it is hard for her to trust anyone. Right now, we again haven't seen for several days, we are communicating via text messages infrequently only(she's not into speaking on the phone), and all my thoughts belong to her right now.
Beside this, I am in a big fight with my ph.d supervisor at university, because I am working (for free) on not-related projects only for several months now and am still not getting any feedback about my thesis I have submitted to be read by the lecturer for the first time in end november.
Oh, and I have finally moved into my new flat - though there is still a lot of work, I really like it, it is just a great place. So far I have only painted my living room (which is nearly the same size then all other rooms together), and i am still waiting for the carpet to be repaired, but in a couple of weeks most of the work will be done. And I have decided not to get any internet into my flat. Instead of surfing the new, I will rather read some good books in the next couple of months.