May 08, 2003 15:57
I'm beginning to notice a change that has been going on inside of me over the past few weeks. To put it simply, my passion and hunger are back. For months I've felt like I was simply going through the motions, not really feeling anything. They say there are dry times, desserts, you go through - but, to be honest, I'd never felt one before this.
Now things are different. I turn off the TV and curl up on my bed to read my Bible. Going home instead of going out w/ friends - just so that I can spend some time with Him - sounds so much better. When I'm alone in my car I grab a worship CD and pop it in.
My life has switched gears - and God has been filtering out ugly zoe and replacing that ugliness with Him. And while that doesn't always feel comfortable - it's fulfilling.