I keep straining my ears to hear a sound,maybe someone is digging underground
I have been continually listening to the Bee Gees lately, I walked into my house to find my computer was missing, ended up I left it in the back bedroom last night. It's winter time again and my lips are dry and I am anal about my chapstick. I went to Books A Million to get the book I wanted, bought Burt's Bees to make up for the one that wasn't in stock. I hate that I am in this same place, it's a love hate kind of thing, I love this place, it's the place where the flowers have bloomed,and the rain has come and gone,and the place where the rainbow started, and I'll deal with it. I realized how happy I am this past week. I'm not in any type of need for love or a relationship, I've been so deeply hurt. I've been laughing like I used too, I get my share of laughs and happiness out of my life as well, and it makes this place worth staying in, for the time being anyways. I always forget what time can't do, something such as rewind, and I think if I could I would take everything back that has happened in the past three years, I've been like a wallflower lately, just sitting back and watching things take place, I like sylvia path this time around. I complain about a lot of nonsense to Lauren, but I know she listens to every word of it. That's what I love about best friends. But complaining never does anything, so I really need to get over that already, and learn to move on with my life. I need to learn to deal with my problems instead of sleeping them off, eating them off,and melting them away in a bath. My nails are red, they show my mood, everything is falling into place. Maybe my highschool years will turn out just okay. ♥♥♥
My CD is skipping,killl me now