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So Holy shit....LONGGGGGGG UPDATE HERE!
Let's start off with the last time I posted which was back in March just after Binnféil. So, I was pretty much living at Sick Kids Hospital trying to figure out what's wrong with me...which they still don't know but I've given up all hope about it. Maybe someday soon, they'll figure it out, but I just don't give a shit. I hate the stupid tests they've done to me and everything, it makes me feel like some sort of test subject casue they have NO CLUE what's going on. But yet they still have me book for a heart specialist for August 13th I believe. *rolls eyes*
Well I know that I said that I had started drinking a lot more and whatnot but ya, that didn't take long to end. I don't drink at like ALL anymore. I've pretty much stopped smoking for good, and I tried pot and am finished with it. I know this is kinda contradictory. But since my body is so "fucked" I might as well try to keep it as healthy as possible. I unno, I've had another change of heart when it comes to who I am. And as of right now, this is who I want to be. I'm where I want as a person. People can deal or they can't.
So for friendship news, jenn and I got in a bit of a fight cause I reacted like a moron to something that I should've talked ot her about. Davin and I rarely speak, Meghann and I are starting to talk more again, and have sorted shit out, Jason and I are back to being good friends, my friends from McLaughlin are slowly slipping away, and yet, I don't really mind. It's kinda nice to get away from everything and start new. Love you all, but it was a well needed change.
As for school, I made all the senior ensembles at O'Neill....I'm SUPER PUMPED!!
Courses for next year (not in order):
1. Physics
2. Advanced Functions
3. Vectors and Calculus
4. Data Management
5. Senior Chamber Choir
6. Musical Theatre
and 2 of:
7. Dance
8. Senior Wind Ensemble
9. O'Neill Jazz 1 (Senior Stage Band, also known as OJ1)
As for my summer though, I've worked like 50+ hours everyweek except for last week which I attended a Dance Camp at my studio which was absolutely amazing!! I had a total BLAST!!! and am looking forward to taking some of those classes next year! Seen a couple movies, hung out with some people but not as many as I would have liked to by now, but that's the pain of having 2 jobs!
So remember back when I said I loved my hair? WELLLLL, I don't anymore, because I HAD TO CHOP IT ALL OFF!!! Ugh! lol...I joined a military band, and they were like "your hair cannot touch your collar or your ears, you gotta get it chopped!" SO my hair was cut before my prom and then I dyed it blond haha....just for good measure. :P But all in all, I'm enjoying that band and I'm looking forward to playing with them and getting on force so that I can get paid for practices and whatnot....gotta love the military.
Ummmm..other than that, relationship wise, i've been kinda searching kinda not searchin for someone and it just so happened that I met a guy at the Midnight Madness event I went to for Harry Potter....he's awesome and lives just around the corner so it's fair walking distance to hang out and ya, he's amazing! <333
Um...I've seen 3 musicals as of lately, one of them I saw twice cause I"m that cool lol. I saw We Will Rock You back in April with my school, Phantom of the Opera near the end of the school year, and Rocky Horror Picture Show twice...which was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!! Love that move SOOOOOO much!!! <33
I unno what else ot really say, I might be updating more on here though soon because less people read it and it gives me a chance to bitch if I need to lol...but ya, tha'ts a huge update and I hope all goes well for me in the fall at my new school....
OH!!! I FORGOT!! I'm going to Florida at the end of the summer and into the first week of school and I'm also going to Italy with my school from April 26-May 3rd....AND!! I'm going to Israel next year once I'm 18....I'M SOOOOO PUMPED!!!! yay me! haha..but ya, Lataz for now!!
~Kieran~
Let's start off with the last time I posted which was back in March just after Binnféil. So, I was pretty much living at Sick Kids Hospital trying to figure out what's wrong with me...which they still don't know but I've given up all hope about it. Maybe someday soon, they'll figure it out, but I just don't give a shit. I hate the stupid tests they've done to me and everything, it makes me feel like some sort of test subject casue they have NO CLUE what's going on. But yet they still have me book for a heart specialist for August 13th I believe. *rolls eyes*
Well I know that I said that I had started drinking a lot more and whatnot but ya, that didn't take long to end. I don't drink at like ALL anymore. I've pretty much stopped smoking for good, and I tried pot and am finished with it. I know this is kinda contradictory. But since my body is so "fucked" I might as well try to keep it as healthy as possible. I unno, I've had another change of heart when it comes to who I am. And as of right now, this is who I want to be. I'm where I want as a person. People can deal or they can't.
So for friendship news, jenn and I got in a bit of a fight cause I reacted like a moron to something that I should've talked ot her about. Davin and I rarely speak, Meghann and I are starting to talk more again, and have sorted shit out, Jason and I are back to being good friends, my friends from McLaughlin are slowly slipping away, and yet, I don't really mind. It's kinda nice to get away from everything and start new. Love you all, but it was a well needed change.
As for school, I made all the senior ensembles at O'Neill....I'm SUPER PUMPED!!
Courses for next year (not in order):
1. Physics
2. Advanced Functions
3. Vectors and Calculus
4. Data Management
5. Senior Chamber Choir
6. Musical Theatre
and 2 of:
7. Dance
8. Senior Wind Ensemble
9. O'Neill Jazz 1 (Senior Stage Band, also known as OJ1)
As for my summer though, I've worked like 50+ hours everyweek except for last week which I attended a Dance Camp at my studio which was absolutely amazing!! I had a total BLAST!!! and am looking forward to taking some of those classes next year! Seen a couple movies, hung out with some people but not as many as I would have liked to by now, but that's the pain of having 2 jobs!
So remember back when I said I loved my hair? WELLLLL, I don't anymore, because I HAD TO CHOP IT ALL OFF!!! Ugh! lol...I joined a military band, and they were like "your hair cannot touch your collar or your ears, you gotta get it chopped!" SO my hair was cut before my prom and then I dyed it blond haha....just for good measure. :P But all in all, I'm enjoying that band and I'm looking forward to playing with them and getting on force so that I can get paid for practices and whatnot....gotta love the military.
Ummmm..other than that, relationship wise, i've been kinda searching kinda not searchin for someone and it just so happened that I met a guy at the Midnight Madness event I went to for Harry Potter....he's awesome and lives just around the corner so it's fair walking distance to hang out and ya, he's amazing! <333
Um...I've seen 3 musicals as of lately, one of them I saw twice cause I"m that cool lol. I saw We Will Rock You back in April with my school, Phantom of the Opera near the end of the school year, and Rocky Horror Picture Show twice...which was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!! Love that move SOOOOOO much!!! <33
I unno what else ot really say, I might be updating more on here though soon because less people read it and it gives me a chance to bitch if I need to lol...but ya, tha'ts a huge update and I hope all goes well for me in the fall at my new school....
OH!!! I FORGOT!! I'm going to Florida at the end of the summer and into the first week of school and I'm also going to Italy with my school from April 26-May 3rd....AND!! I'm going to Israel next year once I'm 18....I'M SOOOOO PUMPED!!!! yay me! haha..but ya, Lataz for now!!
~Kieran~