what a crazy year it has been!!!
Well I would have to say over this past year I have seen what colors and how much people mean to me. I have not updated in a while because I had to get my thoughts together. I feel like now is the best time to update but I must start off by saying I wish the HEAT would have one cause I am bald now (past tense). But the real topic is the change I have made from a kid to a man since the start of school till now. It seems that everything has just gone past so fast and relationships went sour right before my eyes and I lost a friendship that I cherished more than anything. I would have to say that it was my fault because my pride said forget about it if she does not call forget it if she does not want to chill forget it but that was my BF and I wish things would have not turned out the way it did. we shared so many memories over this last year we have been friends and last month would have been or 1 year thingy lol but sometimes I miss her since of humor and how goofy she was and how much of a geek she is and how much she has change and turned into a woman. She was truly my BF and even tho she thought I didn’t appreciate her I really did but I just didn’t know how to thank you for everything. I just want to say thank you for showing me what a best friend is about and I hope that u are blessed with everything in the world that you want u are truly the best friend ever I love Ya. I seen alot of stuff develop in the last couple of months with friends or with this special someone and I am seeing people leave it hurts but this is the path people choose and I knew it was going to happen but it really does not set in until u see them gone. I am going to miss everyone and I am going to miss people that have impacted my life and turned me into the Nate that some people love and some people hate or should I say envy. I just hope that all my friends find what they want while they are away and I hope that they are ok I give my close friends my blessing and I give all the friends I have met at Chatsworth my blessing as well. if anyone of u guys need me I am here and u guys have a soldier for life even u Kim I am still here and I am sorry for not keeping u here I want my best friend back yeah u got the best of me after such a long period of time I will finally confess I am wrong and u are right no more fighting I am here if u want me again things will be diff. this time I know what I did wrong and this time we will make it fo sho geek lol I love Ya and thanks for Ya time peace people scream at me