is this what love feels like?
So I am in love this guy. I really am. I haven't felt this strong about anyone for a long time. His name is prasanth. I met him for the 1st time on Sat Oct 25th in NYC. We met on Indiamatch.com & have been in non-stop communication ever since March, when we first started talking. We aren't committed to each other, but I feel I have committed myself to him & in a way i think he has too. We both it isn't fair to the other, considering that we are 5 hours apart & both living very different lives. He's 26 years old & works as a computer engineer. Graduated from NYU with his masters in 2006.
Meeting him for the 1st time was wonderful, it was everything that i imagined. We had a great time in NYC. It was so normal for us. we walked around, held hands, had our arms around each other, and we had the sweetest good-bye kiss ever.
I'll be seeing him in 2 weeks. I can't wait, its weird but it's like i can't look at anyone else. I care for this person so much that i dont look else where.
I dont know what to do, because i want to be with him, but i know i can't ask him to be. it's not fair to him...I'm troubled about this, because right now i have 2 guys here at school that like me very much, they are nice guys but they aren't prasanth.
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