Jan 21, 2005 23:59
Such a beautiful night. Had a great date. Sure I passed out once then almost had an anxiety attack again watching White Noise, but it was all worth it. Lying next to my baby on his bed, under a sleeping bag, cuddling warm, it's a great feeling. I miss his touch as he lies next to me, his kiss on my neck, his gentle but strong arms holding my body close to his. Oh how I love it. I felt so safe, and warm in his arms always loving me tenderly. I wish he would take off his shirt more, he has such a nice body, if he wants to work on it he can even better in my eyes. The more muscle he has the more fun I get to have. ::smiles evily:: anyways, I love him more than words can say and I always will, the day I walk down the aisle and say I do to him is the day my life is complete. To bear his child in the future would be the greatest thing in the world. Jared, I'm not trying to embaress you. I love you so much and when we get the out of that hell hole of a high school it's us together forever. I love you.