a long time coming....

[youngdevilry]

i haven't done this in years...i don't know if i want comments or not because i haven't written in so long for a reason...writer's block. i don't know if this is the end of that or not, but i don't know if i can handle criticism about it just yet...anyways, here it is.

(by the way, anyone wondering why i don't update this, it's because i regularly maintain my myspace blog instead...only because they let me put the little picture of the cd i'm listening to at the bottom...isn't that cheesy?)
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stain erased
written by...neil miller, jr.
18 Feb. 2006
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first i fell apart to pieces
broken at all the seams
bent and torn in all the wrong places
people aren't always what they seem

tried to tell the truth,
no one heard.
then i retied the noose...
i left 4 words...
one more stain erased.

no one saw the truth.
nobody wanted to.
surroundings built by lies, lies, and lies
all of the hope in me had died.

tried to scream out loud,
no one heard.
recited my vows,
only 4 more words...
one more stain erased.

what do you do when no one hears?
how do you cope with 10,000 fears?
flip the switch, presence disgraced,
just one more stain erased.