i don't even know what to put here

[youngcynical18]

I'm content with life, content with school. This will be the first Thanksgiving in my entire life that I won't have both my parents, or for that matter Duncan. My dad and I are staying home and my brother and mother are leaving. There are reasons, it will just be different that's all. I have a paper to write over Thnaksgiving, maybe I will start

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[chaotic_angel]

I totally understand how you feel. I've finally admitted to myself that while it was fun and all, I really don't like getting injured, and for the most part, I don't miss it at all. Two head injuries in two months might have something to do with that, LOL!

I also understand wanting to do it, just to do it, and that's cool too :)

We've ended up pretty socially isolated out here, and there are times that I've thought about going back to the SCA, if for no other reason, than so we could actually see and spend time with our friends here. But then I think about all of the work and drama that goes along with it, and I can't bring myself to even want to do it. Somewhere along the line, it just stopped being fun. About the only thing I miss is cooking, and obviously not enough to dress up in funny clothes and get involved again, LOL.

Hang in there, girlie. Every part of our lives has a beginning, a middle, and an end. It could be that the SCA isn't what you need right now/anymore, and it's time to move on to other things (at least for the time-being).

Love you tons, and CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!!

[youngcynical18]

I can't wait to see you either!!!