Left Field
So I've spent the last 48 hours with just my thoughts and my horn. I've questioned just about everything in life and realized that I need a mental break from a lot of things. Some days music isn't as theraputic as I'd like for it to be and I just need to sit and talk to someone on a rational level. Days like today come where I feel like I haven't really a friend in the world. I can feel myself losing sight of reality, and for some reason I am tired all of the time. A change has come and my focus is altered slightly and the floor feels so far away. I'm not sure whether I am just becoming physically ill or whether or not, being in this room for the last two days is just starting to take its toll on me mentally. But everything in me is tired, including my mind, and I've already slept too much. But in all of my listening, I've realized that Coltrane does play some notes on accident.