Too Misty
So for the first time in three months, I went out of town. People keep ask'n me if i went home... Tally is my home, my space, but I did go and see my mother yesterday. I'm not gonna lie though, seeing her was a bonus definitley...big bonus, but it's definitely not what made me convince Julian to get dressed and drive 3 hours to brandon, to be there for like 12 hours and turn aroud and come back, and go straight to work (which i am unspeakably grateful for, but i guess that's why we are brothers...) I sat in my room thinking about this new relationship and how it all came about, and then i got restless and realized that I hadn't seen Brittney in a little more than three months and Julian watched my heart hit the floor... and after some childish whining we were driving through "God must hate me" rain. She was pleasantly surprised, which made my day and compesated for the hiv that I caught from her cats. But as I sit here getting ready to play this gig with Adrian, she is the only thing on my mind, and has been all day (almost causing a car accident mind you...) And she's busy now, and I won't get back until at least 2 am which means that I won't talk to her again until tomorrow afternoon maybe...but a piano makes me feel better, maybe? "Never knowing my right foot from my left, my hat from my glove, I'm too misty, and..." late for my gig