Don't know how to fix it
Today is not a complete waste, however, I feel so unaccomplished. This overwhelming feeling of lack has begun to consume my thoughts throughout the course of today. I arose at an early hour this morning and meditated on the words to John Mayer's "Something's Missing", and I believe that the title alone has driven me to this computer to try and discover whatever it is that I feel is missing. It feels as if something truly is missing, which implies that it was once here. This thing is not strange to me but has become an estranged thing in my life. Once upon a time, I had this thing that I maybe even depended on for something, and today seems like the first day that I noticed it being misplaced. It's importance is obviously immature to me, because even though it appears that today is the first day that I am sensitive to its absence, I am certain that it has been missing for quite some time now.