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Today is boring. Last night, richelle and ktz slept over and we watched the shining lol well richelle and i dif ktz refused...it actually wasnt that scary...just weird... REDRUM REDRUM.
Then all 3 of us watched Because i said so. It was cute.
Although diane keaton really annoyed me the whole movie.
She did it with the dad from 7th heaven. ew. lol hahahahaaha.
Both of them left early this morning and that stinks so ive just been trying NOT to waste me day.
Ive felt like i just dont know what to do with myself now that im on summer break so i made a to do list and now i feel less anxious. I never thought of myself as someone who needed routine to function but i think to some extent i do. I mean i just feel so lazy and gross when i havent done anything of meaning at the end of the day. Is it monday?
I dont even know. Im already losing track of time.
I guess ive just been realizing how fast time really is.
Im beginning to feel that focusing on the little,stupid things like looking a certain way to please others or anything like that resorts to me wasting my life.
I realized thats my new fear...wasting my life.
And even though i know the solution im afraid to use it.
Then all 3 of us watched Because i said so. It was cute.
Although diane keaton really annoyed me the whole movie.
She did it with the dad from 7th heaven. ew. lol hahahahaaha.
Both of them left early this morning and that stinks so ive just been trying NOT to waste me day.
Ive felt like i just dont know what to do with myself now that im on summer break so i made a to do list and now i feel less anxious. I never thought of myself as someone who needed routine to function but i think to some extent i do. I mean i just feel so lazy and gross when i havent done anything of meaning at the end of the day. Is it monday?
I dont even know. Im already losing track of time.
I guess ive just been realizing how fast time really is.
Im beginning to feel that focusing on the little,stupid things like looking a certain way to please others or anything like that resorts to me wasting my life.
I realized thats my new fear...wasting my life.
And even though i know the solution im afraid to use it.