Dont say im losing it.
"I know we're all souls just...
trying to connect with someone...
but were left searching on our own"
Today was pretty good.Though i'm beginning to wonder if i have clinical depression or if "clinical depression" is just another silly word that sometimes applies to people who just need god.
i just never really feel happy...even when i feel like i should be. Im always tired.
Idk i think i just keep waiting till the day when ill feel like i did when i was 7. I keep waiting for a day that will never come. Those beautiful days of innocence are gone. But then what's left living for if its not God. I mean i know its Him. But there's days where I dont really know it.
There's days where i wonder why everyone around me seems so happy but even when i pray i just dont feel genuinely happy. i feel like im constantly pmsing.
Whatever.
So.
Im finding a lot of good music these days and i lovvvee it.
trying to connect with someone...
but were left searching on our own"
Today was pretty good.Though i'm beginning to wonder if i have clinical depression or if "clinical depression" is just another silly word that sometimes applies to people who just need god.
i just never really feel happy...even when i feel like i should be. Im always tired.
Idk i think i just keep waiting till the day when ill feel like i did when i was 7. I keep waiting for a day that will never come. Those beautiful days of innocence are gone. But then what's left living for if its not God. I mean i know its Him. But there's days where I dont really know it.
There's days where i wonder why everyone around me seems so happy but even when i pray i just dont feel genuinely happy. i feel like im constantly pmsing.
Whatever.
So.
Im finding a lot of good music these days and i lovvvee it.