Um
thanksgiving break.
coool. i mean it should be cool. i guess im feeling pretty jaded and too tired to really feel excited. caffiene(spelling?) makes me tired. blegh
i found out some info that made me pretty depressed. soo...not cool.
i dont know what to think or what to do about it either. i guess im forced to do nothing. Once again just another thing i cant control...
I cant wait to see my family but the cold is not what i need right now...not when im feeling so sad and confused about so many things. i need the opposite...i need to warm, blazing sun. I guess thats why i am banned to FL for the rest of my life...what culture and amazing thrift stores i could find in say...MA cant make up for the depression ill fear from having to wear mittens for 4 months out of the year.
I wonder what its like to control the weather let alone the world. God's got a pretty sweet job.
I went to the mall with naynay, lowraine, afton and taylor + josie katie and cammy after school today. it was reallly fun doing doughnuts and actually pretty fun overll until the caffiene kicked in and i felt utterly and completely exhausted.
Im annoyed because i have so much to do before i leave and i just dont know when im going to do all of it because i still want to hang with everyone before i leave.
OMFG my itunes if effing retarded...gds,klfjsakldfhjdla;kfhjdlksfjh its like skipping like a cd and its pissing me the hell off.
Especially since its doing it in the middle of say anything...how dare it do such a thing.
anyway...i really dont like him...i really dont like this.
ughhhhhhhhhhhh
coool. i mean it should be cool. i guess im feeling pretty jaded and too tired to really feel excited. caffiene(spelling?) makes me tired. blegh
i found out some info that made me pretty depressed. soo...not cool.
i dont know what to think or what to do about it either. i guess im forced to do nothing. Once again just another thing i cant control...
I cant wait to see my family but the cold is not what i need right now...not when im feeling so sad and confused about so many things. i need the opposite...i need to warm, blazing sun. I guess thats why i am banned to FL for the rest of my life...what culture and amazing thrift stores i could find in say...MA cant make up for the depression ill fear from having to wear mittens for 4 months out of the year.
I wonder what its like to control the weather let alone the world. God's got a pretty sweet job.
I went to the mall with naynay, lowraine, afton and taylor + josie katie and cammy after school today. it was reallly fun doing doughnuts and actually pretty fun overll until the caffiene kicked in and i felt utterly and completely exhausted.
Im annoyed because i have so much to do before i leave and i just dont know when im going to do all of it because i still want to hang with everyone before i leave.
OMFG my itunes if effing retarded...gds,klfjsakldfhjdla;kfhjdlksfjh its like skipping like a cd and its pissing me the hell off.
Especially since its doing it in the middle of say anything...how dare it do such a thing.
anyway...i really dont like him...i really dont like this.
ughhhhhhhhhhhh