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today was kind of sad because afton left for the summer. i ended up going to church (even though i got 5 hrs of sleep) and got to say goodbye.
i went home and slept a little.
ktz and i ended up going to okeeheelee after i ate dinner and it was so fun.
i really hope we do it again and dont just keep saying we should do that again.
there was just a rattattapping outside my window. creepy...
Anyway tomorrow is my first day of fotocamp.
Im excited but also anxious.
Im not really sure what to expect.
I feel like it could either be tons of fun or really retarded...but renee took this camp a few summers ago and said it was really fun.
Im relying on that feedback.
they told us to wear a hat lol.
im bringing one but i dont think ill wear it.
Christina is doing the camp too so we have eachother tomorrow which is good but i also hope to make new friends...unless everyones gay.
Anywho my mom just told me she cant afford to get my dad a new robe AND go out to eat for fathers day which kind of annoys me. I know i cant and shouldnt judge her for her lack of money...but is it really that expensive to buy a nice robe and take him out to dinner. I dont really think so. gosh im a jerk. but it just annoyed me.
sometimes i just feel like she deserves to suffer.
i know its horrible but i just dont understand how my dad gives her so much grace and why i just...cant.
ugh.
i dont even want to think about it.
i went home and slept a little.
ktz and i ended up going to okeeheelee after i ate dinner and it was so fun.
i really hope we do it again and dont just keep saying we should do that again.
there was just a rattattapping outside my window. creepy...
Anyway tomorrow is my first day of fotocamp.
Im excited but also anxious.
Im not really sure what to expect.
I feel like it could either be tons of fun or really retarded...but renee took this camp a few summers ago and said it was really fun.
Im relying on that feedback.
they told us to wear a hat lol.
im bringing one but i dont think ill wear it.
Christina is doing the camp too so we have eachother tomorrow which is good but i also hope to make new friends...unless everyones gay.
Anywho my mom just told me she cant afford to get my dad a new robe AND go out to eat for fathers day which kind of annoys me. I know i cant and shouldnt judge her for her lack of money...but is it really that expensive to buy a nice robe and take him out to dinner. I dont really think so. gosh im a jerk. but it just annoyed me.
sometimes i just feel like she deserves to suffer.
i know its horrible but i just dont understand how my dad gives her so much grace and why i just...cant.
ugh.
i dont even want to think about it.