Private
Severus tossed and turned in his bed. Images of that face filled his mind, taunting him, teasing him, thrilling him like he'd never been thrilled before.
Why, why, why had he done that?? He could have just let him go, just walked away, but no, he had to take it all as a challenge...and now he had damned himself. For good, most likely. The dreams had gotten worse with the memory of those lips under his, that tongue, those hands...
Severus felt like smothering himself with a pillow.
He sighed and turned over again, staring at the wall. This had to stop. This had to stop now.
Now.
...damn it.
Why, why, why had he done that?? He could have just let him go, just walked away, but no, he had to take it all as a challenge...and now he had damned himself. For good, most likely. The dreams had gotten worse with the memory of those lips under his, that tongue, those hands...
Severus felt like smothering himself with a pillow.
He sighed and turned over again, staring at the wall. This had to stop. This had to stop now.
Now.
...damn it.