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ok i know i wrote a little bit ago but im writing again i dont know what else to do, i would write in a notebook but i dont have one with me. i have seriously never cried this much over anybody my entire life, and the tears wont stop. a little bit ago i cried myself to sleep but then i woke up and here i am now. everyone is probably thinking i am really pathetic right now but i really do not give a shit, usually i probably would but right now i really dont care. i really want to be with tylar right now, him holding me in his arms while we talk (even though i owuld probably be crying), thats why i want to fall asleep so bad so i can wake up and go see him but i cannot fall asleep......