gotta vent..
(im using my phone so sorry for typos and grammatical errors).
living in alabama is less than pleasant.
i dont get along with my inlaws...well more like my mother in law and her side of the family.
there are not enough words to describe how much i hate her.
after a month of living here (mind u we only moved up here because she was soooo depressed and wanted james back home) james and i got into a fight. so she decides to come to our house and make things ten times worse. she told me i needed to be on medication, then tried to "hold" our son. to which i said no(shes the type of person to take him). so she went on to say i dont love my son, i dont want him, and i never watch him.that pissed me off more than anything and i cussed her out. i love my son more then anything, i watch him all day everyday. if i didnt want him i wouldnt have PURPOSELY gotten pregnant.
anyways after that we dont speak. she just gives me nasty looks. its so stressful living here since his family are the only people i know. we've been here since may. james works and i watch jeremiah all day. i dont have time to make friends, let alone go out anywhere.
today she came over for something and was like "ur gonna have to come spend the night with nana" to my son. i wanted to say over my dead body but i just smiled. idk what to do. do i let him go? if i tell my husband i dont want him to then he'll get mad at me. i mean am i overreacting by not wanting her to watch him? ugh idk. any advice would be nice.
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living in alabama is less than pleasant.
i dont get along with my inlaws...well more like my mother in law and her side of the family.
there are not enough words to describe how much i hate her.
after a month of living here (mind u we only moved up here because she was soooo depressed and wanted james back home) james and i got into a fight. so she decides to come to our house and make things ten times worse. she told me i needed to be on medication, then tried to "hold" our son. to which i said no(shes the type of person to take him). so she went on to say i dont love my son, i dont want him, and i never watch him.that pissed me off more than anything and i cussed her out. i love my son more then anything, i watch him all day everyday. if i didnt want him i wouldnt have PURPOSELY gotten pregnant.
anyways after that we dont speak. she just gives me nasty looks. its so stressful living here since his family are the only people i know. we've been here since may. james works and i watch jeremiah all day. i dont have time to make friends, let alone go out anywhere.
today she came over for something and was like "ur gonna have to come spend the night with nana" to my son. i wanted to say over my dead body but i just smiled. idk what to do. do i let him go? if i tell my husband i dont want him to then he'll get mad at me. i mean am i overreacting by not wanting her to watch him? ugh idk. any advice would be nice.
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