this may just be the pills talking

[young_heart]

the liquid
down my throat

.

but still.

his lips.
so perfect.

when he sleeps he looks like a god from a different time.
only he's real.
real with his red lips.
amazing eyes.

smooth lies.

i love being lied to.
but only when i can see the truth
and i don't care.

i need to be lied to.

just for one more night.

calls me baby.
but

you make me feel a little older. like a full.grown woman.might.

i just want more of the
apple.
the forbidden.

he says our souls are the same
but the way we live
couldn't be more different

i've got my bible
he's got his rock n' roll
.
lies.truth.touch.me. please.

bruises.blush.wake.up
besideyou.happy.hangover.bitemylip.
come back for more.
everytime.
promise.

i read with every broken heart we should become
more adventurous

Give love to make more.try to stay alive

\
For you to be saved and me to be brave
We don't have to walk down that aisle
'Cause if marriage ain't enough
Well at least we'll be loved