(no subject)

[young_heart]

you say i choose sadness
that it never once has chosen me

maybe you're right.

i feel like i'm drowning in clean air.
sterile oxygen filling up my breaths

count down til the
moment you are

not addicted

not in pain

not wanting to not feel

its ok to feel
the pain the shit the hard times
make us human
make us real
make us worth talking to

.
thorns.nails.
for this.
for you.

so you could know an undying faithful love.

pain. so you would never have to feel it.the way you are feeling it.

he sees every tear.
knows every thought.
and wants you to love him the way he's always loved you.