Jan 05, 2005 20:47
Why? I can't let go...but I must...or do I? I said I wasn't gonna cry, but deep inside, I felt my eyes could fall out from so many tears. Why, God? I just kept saying a moment ago, "One more year, just one more...hold on, Natalie." Who am I kidding? NO!
I will come back for you! You will see; I PROMISE! (you know who you are...) I love you...and I always will. I will come back I WILL I WILL I WILL~!! Until then...I don't know. I can't stop crying; right when I got home, I began to feel tears welling up...and here I am, trying to keep the tears off the laptop. I can't give up, I CAN'T! I won't...but---
I promise you... I really do. I'm coming for you when my time comes. I promise you.
worst days,
trauma,
depressed