Jul 11, 2005 19:09
hahaha i'm in iowa. hahahahhhh---------ok.
i'm bored. things are alright; iowa city itself is pretty stagnant. it's so gridlike even i don't get lost. i got up at four this morning and went running but i didn't bring proper shoes so i doubt that will happen again while i'm here. i have some money to blow so i'm hoping to either convince jillian to head out sometimes and slash or find someone else. and um. i wrote some. interesting, i swear.
no really. i almost went to mexico and everything.
the trouble with writing, i am realizing, is that it does shit for anyone. by shit i mean nothing. a great thing for any writer is to change or impact the life or thinking of the reader in some way. but honestly the same changes can happen if that person experiences or irs told or something else. i dunno. but so far writing has been a very interesting and useless thing to be good at. i'll make a decision on that later.
so far i've been doing some different things with my stuff, as i haven't really written in a while and there is only one poem in the last handful of months i am still alright with.
also. i am so prepared to bust out my xie xie's at the china star. and not excited for APUS. and some other thigns, but mosly bored. this whole thing is one boring thing on the internet it's so stupid that i write all this