Sep 11, 2005 03:06
more people dislike me now then ever.
i swear to god.
but i am with my jaime and my heidi
in oregon and the world seems wellll
like old again.
kinda.
i miss matt.
i miss jamie
and i miss james.
they are my constants,
i leave in five days.
i go to big scary college
with my brenna, my matt and my tony.
that makes me feel okay about it.
things are so crazy.
and only like jaime and heidi know why.
welllllll james/jamie/matt kind of do.
but i feel like a lot is going on in a way.
i don't know.
no one really knows.
but matt is meeting me online soon and i am talking to zach tucker
ill update again in a few weeks.
CALL ME THIS WEEK OR TEXT OR LEAVE ME A COMMENT
if you want to hang out.
promise?
<3