Nov 15, 2003 00:11
two weeks today since i have quit. and it seems like the hardest thing i have done in a LONG time. this is horrible. what has become of me. god damnit!!!
so im failing school. i mean straight up 3 F's (i only have 3 classes) why cant i pass when i try. this is horrible. my life is spiraling downhill once again. i quit smoking and im tryin to be good and everything is going the oppisite way. this sucks man. im stressin out bout college cuz i dont know what to do, my grades are horrible i have no way of getting a scholarship and as of right now college doesnt look like its gonna happen, and if it doesnt well then im gonna fail in life. whatever though