Apr 23, 2004 19:40
i feel the need to update on whats been going on in my life recently just in case any of you are DYING to know... which i know all of you are. so here it is:
-Mark and i had our one year anniversary on tuesday wooo hoooo! its so great! i really love that boy a lot!
-we had a date-rape assembly at school today. it was really intense but i thought she was a really good speaker. it was so distrubing hearing all those stories and i felt so bad for her but im glad she's happy now. its scary to think that something like that could happen so easily.
-im feeling like im not so good at crew anymore, and i feel like i really need more power and that im really weak.. and really short... the practices that i go to are really unorganized.. i dont think i even have a boat for buffalo next sunday, which sucks a lot. i used to really wanna be in the lightweight boat with bartos but well the girls became really cliquey once i left. and jess is feeling the same way about them now.. i dont know what happened to them but it pisses me off sometimes.. not so much as it did before spring break cause they have gotten a lot better, well to me at least. oh well i still love them though!! i just want a boat to be in instead of just drifting around from boat to boat
-i really miss my brothers. they need to come home soon!! i really cant stand being an only child at home..
-working on the driving skills a lot!! im hoping to get my liscence by june!! wish me luck!!
-im getting so stressed out about all the stuff i have to do from now til may 10th. ive got SAT IIs next saturday for U.S. history and bio... im really scared about how im gonna do cause i havent started studying at all for them. then the wednesday after that my APs start ahhhh!! Calculus on that wednesday, then U.S. on friday and Bio on the next monday!! they are coming up so soon and im really scared. i cant get myself to start studying and the stress is just hitting me now. but after the 10th ill be basically done!! ill only have english and french for midterms and those are my two easiest classes and i never have any homework in them. im gonna have so much free time! its exciting! well unless i have to take my SATs again cause my parents weren't too happy with my score. im fine with it but well, you know them... so ive got to talk to Mr. Miller about that sometime soon.
thats about it for now. well thats actually a lie... theres more stuff but i really dont feel like writing about them at the moment...