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Sep 10, 2005 13:10

I never had to worry about this. It's always just been me and my boyfriend. But now a huge group is entering his life, which inevitably means it'll enter mine. It scares me because it's a huge committment. And this isn't just a phase, that's for sure. Now I wonder if I'll be able to be 100% happy for the next three years of my life.

This weekend I learned that I'd rather be alone and upset by myself than be with someone that is upset at me. It's not worth it to me, to get what I want anymore. But I don't know how I can compromise this.

Happiness is overrated.
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