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mmm, today was a little better than the past two days. I woke up at 10. Worked out, showered, and all that crap. But then I laid in bed a lot of the day. My brother ditched me for some girl. Oh, okay. I was looking forward to getting out of the house this week. Uhm, I should have gotten my license way long ago-but of course, im a phag who is lazy and i cant even go get my permit? oh okay. Uhm, Well sam is coming over soon. So that's pretty good-atleast i wont be alone for another night. Me and my dad went out for a while. It was nice. I really love my dad, despite what he says to me. And I kind of feel like whoever reads my jounral or whatev gets the wrong idea about him, because im always talking about the bad. But never the good. My dad is really nice, and takes good care of me. I just think that he tries to help, but like says the wrong things. But he's not trying to be mean. And when he does, he feels really bad after. I seriously love my dad more than any one else, and i love him more than anyone else does. I dont know what id do without him. Uhm. well thats all for now. later.