Missing you.

Jul 16, 2013 23:47

You know how people always said if you are positive or remain positive, good things will happen? Well, it isn't.
I realized that my entire life is nothing but a series of bad luck. Maybe I was born under an unlucky star.
And whenever something of injustice happens to me, I get so angry. It's a helpless type of anger. The kind you can't do anything about.
If he was here, he would know how to make everything feel alright again. If he was here, things were always better. He was the lucky one, he was my rock. He was my everything.
I used to be able to take all the bad things life threw at me, I would grit my teeth, bear it and go through yet another day telling myself it'll all be over soon.
But ever since then, I find it harder and harder to get through each day.
I find it harder to grit my teeth and accept things as they are.
I hate injustice. I feel so much hatred well up in me and yet so helpless on how to deal with all these emotions.
I wish you were here.
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