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Mar 12, 2005 10:59

You know.... I have just about had it with everything. I try so hard to be a good person and be good to my family and friends and even to strangers I come in contact with on a day to day basis. Why is it that I always get shit on? I mean, i'm not trying to get anyone to feel sorry for me but i'm just trying to seriously think this out and try to have it make sense.
Ya know, I really thought that I found someone wonderful and that I could be together with that person and live happily ever after. But once again, I was wrong. Rob has to go and ruin everything. It's not fair to the new person all the shit that Rob does. It's just not fair and I feel absolutely horrible for it. I mean this new person has his own problems to deal with and he doesn't need me and my problems to add to his. I have said this before and I will say it again but I truly truly believe that since I have a child with Rob that I am destined to either be stuck with him or be without him but miserable for the rest of my life. This is not fair.. what did I do to deserve this? I mean, I'm a good person!!
Man I am so sick right now this is really not the day to be having all this happen =\
Please tell me why Rob just called and said he cared about me?! LMAO 20 minutes ago he just got done saying that I was a bitch, I was a cunt, he hopes that I die, he never had respect for me and he never will etc etc... I think someone is a little bipolar.
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