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Life sucks ass right now. I am kinda running out of reasons to pretend that I am happy. I hate this place. My parents are kinda thinking about moving to Craig, so I might move with them, cause it would be a fresh start. My aunt and uncle in Phoenix want me to move down there, they said I could live with them if I wanted to. They have a pool and hot tub and shit, but I don't know anyone there, and thats a huge-ass city, so I'd end up getting shot or something. Haha. My parents would pay for my way down there, so I am considering it, but I have no reason to really. I guess it would be my best option right now, but we'll see. Anyways, nothing else is new really. I went to Junction and got fucked up at Elias's house last night. It was pretty fun actually. These stupid ass Paris Hilton wanna-be girls came. I felt like I was in an episode of the Simple Life. I swear to gOD. They had their fake Christian Dior bags and stuff. It was funny. And one of them went off cause I said "Fuck catholics and fuck the pope" cause apparently she was "catholic" even though she was drinking, cussing, smoking, and ended up fucking Elias. Haha, she was like "why would you say something like that if you don't mean it?" and I was like "but wait, I DO mean it" She got all pissed. I didn't know she was such a "devoted catholic" People like that piss me off. I wish they'd all die. I'm going to hell, but oh well. Haha maybe I'll go to Phoenix, thats close enough to hell.