ahhh memories
well hmmm im in a really weird mood i got to talk to the love of my life last nite.. hahaha j/k the kidd in washigton,he is beautiful... and well things went well i suppose ... i realize now how much i miss him.... we talked about why we broke up and how i left with out even saying good bye and how he wants to drive out here this summer.. or fly.... that would be grand! oh man .. just thinking about how things used to be makes me wanna cry i can remember every thing that happened when i lived there.... he was my first love i guess.... but now i have a new one... my bf... and hes grand also ... he just needs to get a life... hahaha no im j/k i love the kidd very much! and we will be going on a year in feb... woowoo my longest relationship... hm... im just deep in thought... thinking how things would have been if i had stayed i might have never started going to booker t.... and then i wouldnt have met my best friend kate m and jay j.and all the wonderful people in my life... my bf and the weird moments that we have shared together.... but im glad we did!!!!!!!!!!!! i wouldnt have met mr. abel hes awsome.. w/ his boot cut jeans and his beautiful hair and smile .... hes grand!i love the kidd talk about havin a ginormous crush on him last year... but anyway my list goes on... and on.. i just had that moment to sit back and wonder y things happpen the way they do... ahhh im lost... lonely... right now its been along weekend and im grounded so i havnt been able to see any of my friends....:( oh well thats life living w/ my so called mom and butt head step dad.. yet i love them both very much...................we had to cat sit this weekend and this kitty was SO cute i want one.. awwww. it was pretty but i cant say that about my hand its all scratched up and i look like ive been cutting myself.. oh.. well... bye