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This is the point where I swear I should have never gotten involved. However, if that were the case, I'd most likely still be miserable. Life always makes sense in hindsight, though it never does until then. I've been with this boy for six months now... I'm at a point where I feel as though I know him pretty well on a day to day basis but because he rarely opens up, I just dont feel I know him as a person. Hes great in almost every way... but what do you do when its just the little things that are getting in the way of a great relationship. I have to have affection, and a lot of it, which has become less and less as the days go on. And though I have a dislike for phones, a text message once a day while Im out of town would be nice, but since we both hate the phone he doesnt. Tiny things like this are big to me, not because I think hes out screwing someone else but because it hurts my feelings when I feel like Im putting much more into this relationship than Im getting. It simply hurts.
So this is usually where I would tell the boy to take a hike but theres a problem. I've fallen in love, for the first time since I was 18, and I dont want ANYTHING to hurt as bad as the end of that relationship.
:(
So this is usually where I would tell the boy to take a hike but theres a problem. I've fallen in love, for the first time since I was 18, and I dont want ANYTHING to hurt as bad as the end of that relationship.
:(