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Jan 05, 2008 15:31

I didn't think being home was going to be such a fiasco. Purchase definitely provides comfort and I do miss it. College is like living in a resort. People serve me food, someone cleans my bathroom, i have friends who actually want to hang out. Well, I shouldn't say I don't have that here. There are some people here who I love a lot, who love me back. But this place still feels gross. My apartment is still a shitty one bedroom. (Newly renovated with a broken toilet and shower). I still don't have a license so it's hard to get around. And I still get pimples and I still get stomach aches when I smoke pot. Some things don't change ever. This place probably won't. I need some excitement. And some dough. I'm flat-lined in terms of my funds. And I refuse to ask my mom for weed money, it's like a sin.

My main source of entertainment since I've been home has been music blogs. Ughh, it consumes so much of my time. If anyone else is bored, hypem.com or hipsterrunoff.com Endless amounts of entertainment and music knowledge (even though it's skewed because the only contributions come from kids like myself with nothin to do but listen to music). I wish I had decided to stay in and listen to music over going out and bullshitting with lame-o's a long time ago. Also, all the issues of magazines (I subscribe to three currently) I have not read over the past few months are being put to some good use now. I've read a bunch, mostly Spin, causing me to only further delve into music blogs.

Jon got me an ipod shuffle for christmas/chanukkah so now if I don't want to sit at my desk on my computer I can sit on my bed with my laptop and listen to the shuffle instead of shitty macbook speakers. Laziness comes so easily. But I need to get out.
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