My parents because I now know that there aren't a lot of good people in this world and I'm really a good person and I'm not selfish, worthless, inconsiderate, ungreatful, and a bitch....because my parents really made me feel like shit my whole entire life by telling me things like this. They're always putting me down. I use to let them get to me with their hurtful words but I'm not going to deal with that anymore. I just wish that they would love me. I mean come on! I'm their fucking daughter. Have I ever gotten a hug from my father? ONCE and that was one year ago before senior homecoming. He gave me a hug and that was the best feeling in the world...I know it shouldn't be because you should get hugs from your parents all of the time but when I got that hug I felt like I was his daughter. I felt loved. I felt like I had a reason to be here.
Hmmm other people who have made an impact on my life... Jonah because he really taught me to be the person I am now. He's taught me so many things and I can take care of myself and not let people walk all over me because I use to be like that. Jessika Carmichael because she is a beautiful and amazing young woman. She has so many words of wisdom and always tries to help me feel better when I am down because of my parents...or for any reason. She has so much love for people and I really admire that. She always helps me think about the optimistic side of my problems and it makes me see a things a totally different way. It's amazing how only a few people can make such huge impacts on one's life.
I just wish that they would love me.
I mean come on! I'm their fucking daughter.
Have I ever gotten a hug from my father? ONCE and that was one year ago before senior homecoming. He gave me a hug and that was the best feeling in the world...I know it shouldn't be because you should get hugs from your parents all of the time but when I got that hug I felt like I was his daughter. I felt loved. I felt like I had a reason to be here.
Hmmm other people who have made an impact on my life...
Jonah because he really taught me to be the person I am now. He's taught me so many things and I can take care of myself and not let people walk all over me because I use to be like that.
Jessika Carmichael because she is a beautiful and amazing young woman. She has so many words of wisdom and always tries to help me feel better when I am down because of my parents...or for any reason. She has so much love for people and I really admire that. She always helps me think about the optimistic side of my problems and it makes me see a things a totally different way. It's amazing how only a few people can make such huge impacts on one's life.
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