Apr 11, 2010 12:09
I've been feeling progressive and positive lately. With getting married and the big possibility of moving to Ohio, I've been thinking a lot about my past, present, and future.
My past...I spent a lot of time filled with hate and sadness from my last relationship. To me, this means that it obviously meant a lot to me. He meant a lot to me. Jon's really helped me understand why certain things didn't work out in my favor. I've now come to realize that all I want is for my ex to be happy. I sometimes think about him, how his new life must be, and it makes me smile. I can only hope he is as fitted with his partner as I am with Jon. I'd never give back the time we shared but I think he'll agree, we're with our perfect matches now.
My present...I don't give myself enough credit. I'm smart, but more than that, I'm witty. I'm sharp. I'm going places. Jon and I work as a team. He's such a motivated man. Been thinking about LA. I think it's time for a change. Sure, I'll miss the hustle and bustle but I want a family and a house to call my own. I can honestly say that despite a turbulent relationship with my brother, I am all in all very happy.
My future...One thing is for certain, I see myself having a very colorful life with Jon. I see strange loves of highs and lows. I see myself becoming an amazing woman, mother, and wife. I see myself loving life and enjoying every second of it. I see myself spending my life with the man I love, in a home filled with sincerity.
and that was my Sunday post.