Jul 28, 2005 12:44
i'm so sick of this everyday routine.
i can't wait for shannon to have her baby.
i can't wait for C to have her puppies!
...and starting college, meeting new people.
i want to be so much more then what i am.
im having a lot of thoughts lately. about myself and what's goin on. and i think i've finally made up my mind. :)
i wanna break away and find something new. i was contemplating moving in with my dad. but no. too far and there's nothing out there for me. i was thinking about the navy and i think i'm still gonna do it. and you know what i've learned that sounds really odd? i really like spending time with my family, everyone. i even consider my letters to scott are spending time with him. i gotta say it. i love my family, and i love being a KEATING!
anyways, i have work today at 4. and tomorrow i have to run errends.
saturday is MAYBE Ozzfest. if i have the $.
oo!! i opened a checking account. i can write checks now. pfft. which makes me feel really grown up. lol. i honestly like the feeling of maturity. makes me feel like i actually have a future. i'm an adult now....holy crap.