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i am a fuck up.
get used to it.
it's a KEATING thing.
my life is a living hell.
i am a disappointment.
i hurt people.
family.
friends.
everyone.
so my mom found drugs in my bag. i watched her flush them down the toilet. and i slowly realized that because of my wrong decisions, my life went down as well.
i hurt 2 people today.
i can never forgive myself for who i have become.
i no longer have a life. no car. no freedom. no happieness and satisfaction. no confidence.
i wish i was a boy. my life would be 10 times easier.
not to mention... i would be happy.
get used to it.
it's a KEATING thing.
my life is a living hell.
i am a disappointment.
i hurt people.
family.
friends.
everyone.
so my mom found drugs in my bag. i watched her flush them down the toilet. and i slowly realized that because of my wrong decisions, my life went down as well.
i hurt 2 people today.
i can never forgive myself for who i have become.
i no longer have a life. no car. no freedom. no happieness and satisfaction. no confidence.
i wish i was a boy. my life would be 10 times easier.
not to mention... i would be happy.