Aug 14, 2008 13:12
To all the people who never call. To all the people who threw away years of friendship for nothing. This is to you.
You poured the kerosene on the bridge, now I am finishing it. I am dropping the match. There are about 3-4 of you. I have deleted you from my facebook, from my myspace, and from my phone. I am done trying to keep contact with you. I do not feel like trying any more. I do not see the point in trying anymore. This is my goodbye. I will never, ever make the mistake of letting any of you become close friends ever again. I will be cordial. But I will never again go out of my way to hang out with you, help you in a time of need, or listen to you bitch.
This is a last resort. For my peace of mind. I do not like one sided friendships. I wish you all well. There were good times. I will remember them fondly. But I can't deal with this anymore. This is a formal farewell. I am passed the point of being mad about your absents. A few of you ironically said I should call you if I ever felt like cutting again. HAH. yes. It's ironic because when I did....you were busy. or tired. or sick. or had a million other things to do other than hang out with and keep me from myself, like I had done thousands of times for you.
None of you took the initiative to add me back, or ask why I had deleted you. Its been months. So I will take that as a sign. The line was dead before I even hang up.
So goodbye. No ill will if wished on you. I loved you all. But now this chapter comes to an end.