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sooo idk whats going on with me. soooo i kno no one reads this or prolly doesnt like me idc :] its my life dont like me dont read. well yea i love my bf a lot. but than there's this other guy and honestly i kno i can say i love him. it wasnt an intentionall thing it just happened we wee just friends and we talked a lot and we realized we fell in love. we both kno i have a bf. and it hurts both of us soo much. i have 3 options
a.] i cna stay with my bf of 4 months. and break chris's heart, and just work all the trouble's we've been having through.
b.] break up with my bf and kinda break his heart and try things out with chris. and see how everything goes.
or
c.] move on from both of them and break both their hearts.
if i go wiht option b. my bf now said if i didnt work things out with chris. i am always welcome to come back to him he will alwasy love me and want me back. i will honestly ALWAYS love him. and it would mean the world if i could go back to him. he's not a second wheel its just a very complicated thing. me and him have been having a couple probs to begin with. and soo its about time for a break anbyways :/ im soo stressed i love 2 guys and they both love me back. i dont kno wat to do. i cry every night its soo overwhelming :/