Dec 13, 2005 08:36
I dont know wheather to break down and cry or rejoyce. I lost my love, my heart, my soul. But now I feel so free. No feelings for anyone. Heh to be heartless is kinda great. I wont hurt anymore. And thats great to know. no more pain. Not the way I'd choose to live, but thats not my choice. That choice was taken from me. Nothing I could do about it. I knew i shouldnt have let her have my heart. But I was a fucking retard and gave it so easily after being hurt just a few weeks before. oh well that doesnt matter now. I really dont care anymore because it wont happen again. So sorry all you ladies out there. I am on the market. But the price is high. Most likely I will never like you as much as you like me. Hell for a long time I wont like you at all. But from now on I only care about me. I WILL NOT BE HURT AGAIN. :-D have a great day.