May 29, 2006 14:05
maybe a good entry on livejournal would help me out.
on a subject which is constantly on my mind, im talking 'friends.'
not just the ones you see every now and then, i mean the one where
you can throw in the word 'best' in front of the 'friend'.
What are you standards for a friend?
After years shouldnt they know how to make YOU happy?
Most of all, Shouldnt they WANT to?
or is it ok that they have that other friend to bad cap you?
or maybe its you?
is it ok that you always have to be the FIRST one to appologize or ASK if
they are mad at you?
Or should the realationship be balanced out by both partners?
should the friend show you the bad side and the side you have not seen before?
is it ok for you to question them?
Thats one thing Id like to know.
When you do something that you know may be upsetting to another friend,
do you just act clueless and not use any words to even try to begin to
patch up that hole you just burned?
or are you just THAT stupid?
this isnt about any one in particular at ALL, I just know that all of the above has
been on my mind lately.
I once heard from a more than good friend that "You ARE your own best friend."
I used to go by that, but until i met someone who i couldnt get enough of and just
complemented me so well i used a very strong label in which i could never really keep on
one person. Its an amazing feeling and I love my best friend.
but maybe when it comes down to it, i am my own best friend.
again, this isnt about anyone in particular.