new beginnings
Yes it's another LJ. So this makes 4? maybe 5? I don't know, but it's a new one. Fresh new start. Now all I need is a layout and all, but not bored enough to do that just yet.
So this week has been weird, tiring, and sick. But I'm getting over the sick part. Okay sunday was depression, tuesday was well happiness cause i got saved, tuesday was anger, and now today I'm good I guess. Things are and have been changing these past few weeks and now I'm learning how to cope. Plus make some changes of my own. I feel ambitious? I just feel like I want to make life better so that's kool.
Going Nowhere has been, well going nowhere. Mike said it perfectly today, we're taking a step backwards. But it's okay cause that pushed me more and I'm determined again. I picked up my guitar for the first time in a week and a half and practiced that. Didn't get too far cause it's still a lot to learn but it felt good, reallly good. Got out my kickass notebook I bought last year that I never used and started writing and just making notes and stuff. And now a friend of Jim's works at some skateboarding thing and they're looking to sponser music so once we have something we're definitely gonna look into it. It's things like these that make me want to work harder. Plus the fact that I need to do this. Seriously. I want to go for what seems like the impossible and have a life that's extrodinary like I've wanted since I was little.
Semester 2 starts tomorrow. Shop suck already messed up my schedule. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. GCC sucks and I feel alone there. So many ppl I know there, but I barely see them. Hopefully this semester I actually have kool people in my class that I'd want to get to know. Maybe even a familiar face. That would be nice.
when all you got to keep is strong, move along