Jan 30, 2006 17:11
I don't really write anything personal in my journal, basic bullshit really. I figure the personal stuff can stay on paper. But I don't feel like looking for any paper.
Nothing to complain about in my life right now, for the most part. Maybe the lack of time due to work, school, and going out too often. But I can't really complain about that, I love it.
I used to say "I don't understand how people can insert typical let down" but I've realized that I finally do understand why. I felt like people should be called out for these actions, but I know now that it's not important, for the most part. What's important is that they're out of my life. I don't need a friendship or relationship based ONLY on shallow inside jokes or the need to feed someone's uncommonly large ego.
I've let people look down on me and walk all over me for my entire life, especially in the boyfriend/best friend areas. Although I'm not fully where I would like to be, I have to say it still feels completely foreign to be where I am.