Jan 11, 2005 17:29
Alright. i know.
i kno i know i know i know. That i said ...i woulnd't update. BUT I CANT RESIST THIS TIME.
and yes, this is totally my fault lol, but ..hey 47's good. Even though last time was like, 186?
Right. SO, I'm sitting down for once eating dinner with my dad.
AND ..all of a sudden i see him get a napkin and wipe his eyes. I look, and hes FRIGGIN CRYING.
me: er, whats wrong
him: everythings okay *in a crying sad voice*
him: *later* I feel something here. *points to heart. Its one of those days where i want to die.
me:...
lfjdljfa fjdklajf FKJDSLAEIEL WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. why does the world insist on making me feel like a freaking whoreebul person. -.-
world: i dont know vanessa. Because I hate you.
me: oh. Okay.
*sigh*
werd.