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So, had a long talk with James last night. Midnight until to 3:40amish.
I'm jealous, that he's in Las Vegas. Super jealous. But I also feel horrible.
He's really depressed at the moment, and I'm not sure how I can help. Hell I'm depressed at the moment, I miss him like nothing else.
I dunno. His parents offered to buy him a plane ticket back to Washington so we could spend time together before I leave for Japan. That would be fucking awesome, but I don't think it's the right idea. Again, I feel so lost. I love him. I really do, but. Well, he's going to be in fucking Michigan for most of the year. Blah. That's far.
But again, I'm willing to do just about anything for him.
Argh, whatever, I'm not even making sense to myself...
Love all of you.
I'm jealous, that he's in Las Vegas. Super jealous. But I also feel horrible.
He's really depressed at the moment, and I'm not sure how I can help. Hell I'm depressed at the moment, I miss him like nothing else.
I dunno. His parents offered to buy him a plane ticket back to Washington so we could spend time together before I leave for Japan. That would be fucking awesome, but I don't think it's the right idea. Again, I feel so lost. I love him. I really do, but. Well, he's going to be in fucking Michigan for most of the year. Blah. That's far.
But again, I'm willing to do just about anything for him.
Argh, whatever, I'm not even making sense to myself...
Love all of you.