Worried.

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Today I woke up early enough, and my day was going kind of good. I mean, as good as it gets. I decided to make jello and It turned out pretty well, though it was a little too watery? Anyway, my mom decided to come home early today because her office is getting moved, and her boss let her take off for a few hours. However, after she left the house my cat, named Chiaki, peed on the floor. This is the part I am ashamed to admit, but I punished her completely wrong. After she did this, I immediately cleaned it and then cleaned the litterbox. I'm worried because she might be sick. I woudn't know what to do if she is sick. I would tell my mom, but then she woudn't have the money(yes, I know your not supposed to have pets if you can't pay for them but tell that to my mom). She loves cats, but she really isn't a good owner. She doesnt scoop out the litterbox daily, so I have to do it because she wont, she buys them bad cat food, and doesnt clean up their messes. I do pretty much all of this for her. This is bad, but I don't feel any real attraction to them, but if I dont do such things the house will start to stink.

Also, Walgreens called me yesterday. I think they might have just been soliciting, but I was sleeping at the time they called. When I got to the phone, I hesitated and didn't answer it. I did apply a few weeks ago to Walgreens. They didn't leave a message though, so I doubt it was very important.

All these problems with me, my mother, even my pets. I just want to curl up into a ball and sleep.